Thursday, December 11, 2008'♥
in Nyx's name we call to thee ♥
WOO! its been a long long time since i last done my blogging~ im too bz wiv my work and do not hv the time coming online for too long.!! but well, i'd realise that i'd start to feel bored nowadays. bcos i'd changed my work shift!!!：） working in the morning and i knock off at 7pm daily. (:
actually, there's heaps of things happened these few months.
i'd see things clearer now.. and realise that actually there's alot of ppl who wear a "mask" infront of ppl.
well, actually there's 2 things that happened at the same time that cause me to go crazy at ther particular time.
frenshipp...
- firstly, its something that concern abt my work. ppl spreading ard saying that im trying to drag one of my fren to resign wiv me. and bla bla bla (misunderstanding anyway)
- secondly, its abt me and my best fren. well, its a long story. i'll make it short.so actually, this best fren of mine. was going to hv her 20th bday. she wanted a psp. and i tried my best asking everyone to share her present so that i would hv enuff to get one for her. and jus that morning when im going to get her psp aft work. another fren of mine. mr S told me something. fwd me some sms sent by this best fren of mine. saying that actually i'd not change and she dont trust me at all. saying that im asking her to pay extra for that psp. which i'd collected abt $300 and telling mr S that why am i collecting extra $ for e present. but actually that psp cost ard $400 alrdy!!!? well fine, den i realise im very stupid. why am i trying so hard to get her something she really wanted while her another best sis of her dont even wanna share and yet... say things abt me. i did felt very disappointed & sad that it makes me cry while im working. i explained for myself. told her how disappointed im. she said she knows me for years. yes she did. but are there even a chance for me to ask u to take a look at how much i'd change. how much im a different person from the past.? everyone will grow up, learn from their mistake. who doesnt?! but so what? i still thinks that she doesnt even throw away the past and look at what i'd done for her now. collegue ard me all sees and says that im treating her too good thats y all these is happening. but to me. what i see is that she'd alrdy get use to me treating her good and she does listen to her best siss bad mouthing me. well, i doesnt care how the another once best fren thinks abt me now (worst den me). cos she herself doesnt have a very good name now. friends that work wiv me almost daily, knows very well what kind of person im right now! right darling?!i felt love all ard me frm all these friens and i do have enuf frens now. (: and so im very happy wiv me life now. except for this particular best fren of mine. i know hope that she'll not get use by ppl. and finally sees clearly who is the one treating her good.
relationship
- smooth!!! lovely. (: swit..!
- jus celebrated out 1st yr anniversary last month.took alot of photos. (ok~ i've not upload it. but i'll do it when i'd finish clearing e rubbish in my comp.) ok~~ firstly, mr BF came over to fetch me and headed over to kuishin-bo @ suntec to have out lunch. (the food there are really nice!!*yummi* then, we went over to kbox @ suntec to look for friends to have a chat and aft that, shop around. aft doing all e shopping, we headed over to the singapore flyer. had our lovely 30min alone in the cabin. (woo!!! theres only 2 of us!! ：D) exchanged out present there. so excited. haha. but before our journey ends, a good bro of mr BF, named CK called. asking us to go over to bugis and we went over there. after hours of chats we went to vivo city to mr BF work place to find his friends and also do some shopping theres. haha. and last but not least. we get to the marina barrage. WOW!! the scenery there are really beautiful & romantic. THEN~~! CK called again, saying he is on his way home alrdy. (we'r holding his key wiv us~ hahas!) so we went over to century square to fetch him and head to his hse!!! the end.!
OH YAR! that CK jus bought a new handphone. samsung pixon! (omg, i like it so much! hopefully i'll get one very soon. )
btw, there's a movie that i'd watch last week. Quarantine. its a very nice movie.
next im going to catch e movie The Day The World Stood Still.
good night！
blogged @ 12/11/2008 11:05:00 PM
